Too many echoes of my dreams -
unrealized streams of “almost-was” realities
seeming to me to be SO real, until
some circumstance slaps me back into a colder perspective.
..each time becoming harder
to face blunt facts and unwanted, all-too-sharp images
of where I am now.
We are born with our hearts cuffed
at times another soul gets curious
if only for a glance
but every so often
someone teases you with freedom
and enters with a key
only to have it not fit the lock
If I could frame your smile and hang it on the walls of my mind, I would have nothing but happy thoughts.
I prefer to keep this anonymous… I had a random thought about a certain someone today that sparked raw emotion… your presence inspires me (secretly)
Sometimes a single moment
can overshadow all the happiness
that preceded it.
But it is up to us to determine
whether that moment
is our end,
or just an eclipse.
its an eclipse… 
As I lay beside you
And night has closed your eyes
Our moment is complete
And I exhale
No need to go any further
Because less is more
So lets just embrace
MORE than just each other…. in this moment
When you fall in love
With what’s inside a person
Accepting the physical
Becomes easy
Reality
is only a quick blink away from
overhyped
self
-
worth
Written: April 28, 2008
Rules, The Expected, Status Quo
run lives into the ground
Happiness borders guilt with embarrassment
and the wall is sometimes too great to surpass
You see, our heart is truth
but our mind is polluted with false guidelines for life..
Our conscience thinks twice but our soul thinks once -
and It knows
what gives you wings, or what places you six feet under.
…so listen…
Written: April 21, 2008
For whatever reason
It seems God chose
for us to cross paths
and during the commotion of lyfe
we lost each other…
somehow…
left with only enough time
to take a picture
of you
within
my mind
Yet while laying in the dark,
late at night
when the stresses of the day catch up with me
and loneliness straddles my heart
I find myself
flipping through the pages of my mind…
searching for that picture
of me holding you
And I can only hope
that wherever you are
in this moment…
you are holding me too
Written: April 21, 2008
